a long lost love letterso much has gone wrong, so much has gone awry.
but a handful of beautiful moments have sprouted in the midst of turmoil.
we've come so far down that endless road of life.
we've intertwined our live so deeply that the damage is irreversible.
the damage. the damage forever held inside our hearts.
the damage that constantly reminds us that were real.
the cut that never heals, the one that reminds us of our highest highs and our lowest lows.
do you remember that, my only?
do you remember?
your soft breathing reminds me of our first nights alone.
we've always been alone.
we've always had each other.
your wrong when you say it, but i know you mean it.
sleep well because that's when were at our best,
subconsciously guiding ourselves together.
we're separate but together,
together we separate.
i've never heard you sing but i know your song by heart.
the time we have left is so unsure but don't be skeptical, just enjoy the days we've accrued through the choices we've chosen.
stationary, i cannot grow. i can only connect. but it's the best that i can do.
covert and confined, i have become your shadow and you are my light.
secreting our mind's thoughts, we listen without hearing.
but we cannot stop, if we stop, we are done, so we don't stop.
we just keep molding and switching.
reminiscent, we remain. but always we will be for everyday must go in front of the next.
what if i told you we lost our love, but found something better.
could you agree.
would you know what i meant before i stated the truth.
no sensations, just sailing, just familiarity that cannot be topped.
how long will this last?
how long will we last?
an eternity in my eyes, but how long in yours.
just tell me what you mean when you say you love me.
what can you possibly mean?
nothing good can come of this, but nothing bad can come either.
merely contented peace.
waves.
Lonely
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
you play violin?
no joke?
that's badass.
i've always wanted to learn.
my weapon of choice currently is the ukulele..strangely enough, though i can play a few other things too, when i want.
synth is the best evar.
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
but i'll gladly nab yours..nyaaah! i do so enjoy nabbing, hoarding, and otherwise simply "having" random things. liiiike..on my dresser is a bust of beethoven i found in my dad's old attic (he's wearing a sombrero and a pair of aviators). behind it is a spider web i made out of old shoe strings. also in the area, various little collectible winnie the pooh toys.
it's a glamorous life i lead.
you maybe disenchanted with bread now..
but. maybe..maybe one day we could fly round the world in a zeppelin made out of bread! ..a...BREAD Zeppelin, get it?!. oh ho ho. (60's classic rock joke)
and there's no obsession or anything. i've simply always wanted to be kidnapped by a pretty-faced female zeppelin pilot. it's my preferred means of kidnapping, you know. it's the ultimate love story you see. girl spies on guy. girl kidnaps guy. guy gets flown around in a zeppelin. girl laughs evilly. girl ransoms guy. guy makes ransom. guy is released. guy unintentionally falls for girl. guy joins the zeppelin crew. the end. i should make that into a friggin MOVIE. it's like titanic..but more epic and with more essplosions.
plus if you shan't accept such compliments, i shall simply have to deliver them again v__v.
you, racharmander, have an increasingly pretty face v__v. you are also terminally interesting (to me) and if you don't stop being so interesting, i might have to reverse kidnap YOU so i can tie you up and talk to you about interesting things.
and whoah. whoah. i cannot BELIEVE what you just said. how can you say that something like that..something so SERIOUS doesn't exist!? i mean, i've heard so many sad stories..seriously.
yeah, sure no one's SEEN a unicorn. but that doesn't mean they aren't around somewhere..even if only metaphorically as a toy-like effigy that small children viciously mistreat.
did you know that june bugs sunk atlantis? i shit you not. the month of june is also named after them as they originally gave the mayans the idea for the first accurate calendar. they also invented every variation of cheese evar with the excpetion of pepper-jack.
no seriously! i don't play with stuff like this.
and if i am thy bensome, then you must inevitably be my charrrrrmander. (i just put a bunch of rrrrs in to symbolize rachel..no one wants a four syllable nickname)
and omg. i LOVE pogs. the slammers were my fav things ever. playing pogs always made me feel like a dictator.
macs are teh suck. xDD
nah they rool. i love my ipod. his name is lord podswell. he, like me, is a pasty white boy.
/tragedy
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
these are the things i spend my days thinking about. bizarre, no? v__v
and i can explain the Hindenburg in one word. hindenbird. as in. giant flying bird. they had them in the flinstones, which i can pretty knowingly say, is a fairly accurate representation of human-animal interaction. and a crash from said bird would be WAAAY more disastrous..plus it's poo could destroy continents.
and just WHAT are you trying to insinuate with that ss comment?! that i am hitting on you or some such rubbish?! i say, if your face weren't so pretty and you weren't so ceaselessly interesting, i would throw something pointy at you, there's no doubt. xD
then you'd know moi WRAATH.
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see those white things in the background of the pic? those are mile long islands in the arctic. june bugs are THAT big.
you may know lots about bugs but i daresay i know all of the SeCRETS of bugs. much more valuable info.
ahem..bunyucks.....yeaaaaah.........good one................................
;DD
bensome sounds perfect to me.
you can be racharmander (after the adorable pkmn) until i can think of something better.
nerd, much?
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
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wiiii
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
sadly, i can't just let myself be kidnapped. who does that? that's practically BEGGING for stockholm syndrome..also: SS is why you have to wear a mask. i'm very susceptible to it, you know.
what if I go back in time and kick the inventor of the Zeppelin in the junk until he no longer desires to invent the Zeppelin. what then?!!?!
check and mate.
and oooh..i have to have an operation like that sometime. only instead of my toe, it's my mouth. I have to have my lower jaw sawed off and then glued (i imagine) back on so as to avoid spending several years with ghastly braces.
and why are you having that leg thing done? tired of being able to walk efficiently? i CONSTANTLY am.
and omg. you COLORODIANS. a JUNE BUG is like..this grody east-coast scarabesque beatle that flies around and terrorizes the populace (ie me)
I shall draw you a picture.
FINE, fine. we can be pen palls. just don't send me any dismembered body parts..unless you ABSOLUTELY have to.
and if we are, then i think i ought to tell you my real name is ben, not sam. plot twist, much.
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
anything I've heard?
x)
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
ooooh i loooove the grimm tales. they're so much more..violent than the modern retellings. the grimm hansel and gretel = <3
and if you likey pooh, check out the even better sequel the house at pooh corner. it's subtle, yet universally philosophical at the same time. almost anyone on earth could be a pooh or a piglet or a tigger or an eeyore or a rabbit or a kanga or a roo.
and hey! if it weren't for the smog, sludge, slime, noise, rat racing, traffic, disgruntled people, crime rate, etc. I'm sure NY would be beautiful too!
sword + sorcery =
DragonLance.
series changed my life. any of the DL novels by weiss and hickman are a must. for a newbie like you, look into dragons of autumn twilight, dragons of winter night, and dragons of spring dawning (the first trilogy..not the summer one)
you're not getting your legs taken off are you?
that'd suck.
unless you were getting them replaced..with robo legs. sweet.
i can't wait for your idea.
and now, if you'll excuse moi, i have to contend with the bat sized june bug that is bombarding my window.
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
you're just pretending to be so coolio so you can lull me into a false sense of security at which point you can kidnap me, take me to your evil lair, have your way with me and then barter me off to a tribe of hapless savages for 3 shrunken heads and a map to the supposed elixer of life. how could i be so blind. it's written all over your sinister, yet admittedly pretty face.
and NICE TRY, yosha but MWF are Dutch Pug Racing. TR is something else ENTIRELY.
pooh = [link]
that's chapter one..that site has alllll the chapters though if you can do a little internet magic..
none of the art though, sadly.
anyhoo, in nc i live on a mtn myself. it's beauuutiffulll..specially in autumn. makes the whole mountain look like it's in flames.
your aunt sharon should meet my stepmom annita. if my imagination serves me right it would be like listening to two giddy crows having a conversation.
pssha. i have a lil' fantasy thing myself. are you into like..just mystical fantasy or do you dig sword and sorcery stuff too?
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"I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy..what is closer to the truth is that if I lived to lie with 102, I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
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