retrospect.
so much has gone wrong, so much has gone awry.
but a handful of beautiful moments have sprouted in the midst of turmoil.

we've come so far down that endless road of life.

we've intertwined our live so deeply that the damage is irreversible.

the damage. the damage forever held inside our hearts.
the damage that constantly reminds us that were real.

the cut that never heals, the one that reminds us of our highest highs and our lowest lows.



do you remember that, my only?
do you remember?
your soft breathing reminds me of our first nights alone.
we've always been alone.
we've always had each other.
your wrong when you say it, but i know you mean it.
sleep well because that's when were at our best,
subconsciously guiding ourselves together.



we're separate but together,
together we separate.

i've never heard you sing but i know your song by heart.
the time we have left is so unsure but don't be skeptical, just enjoy the days we've accrued through the choices we've chosen.

stationary, i cannot grow. i can only connect. but it's the best that i can do.

covert and confined, i have become your shadow and you are my light.

secreting our mind's thoughts, we listen without hearing.
but we cannot stop, if we stop, we are done, so we don't stop.
we just keep molding and switching.

reminiscent, we remain. but always we will be for everyday must go in front of the next.

what if i told you we lost our love, but found something better.
could you agree.
would you know what i meant before i stated the truth.


no sensations, just sailing, just familiarity that cannot be topped.

how long will this last?
how long will we last?

an eternity in my eyes, but how long in yours.
just tell me what you mean when you say you love me.


what can you possibly mean?


nothing good can come of this, but nothing bad can come either.
merely contented peace.
waves.